Things that I Don't Undertsand part.1

It's been awhile since my last post in this blog, it is not that I'm so busy, not also because I didn't have something in my mind that I need to share , it is just because I have already used to keep it inside my head, trying not to tell anything to anyone, because there's something that I really don't understand about human, something that becomes one of the reasons why I hate sharing something with someone.

First, I don't understand why there are so many people telling that they share something secret to you, and you try to keep that thing in your own head, where in fact they told that "secret things" not only to you, but to their other friends.
Is human really that weird? I mean it is secret right? why you tell everyone about it? and after telling everyone about it you still confuse why all people know about "that secret"?.
I'm trying to find so many justifications for that "weird action" but I still can't find the right one, it is just weird for me.

Second, why people get mad when I'm just being honest in my actions?

Third, Back to secrets, why people think when I'm sharing something that is quite personal to them, they are re-shared that personal things to someone else? and after they did that, they still wondering why I never share my stories, my problems, and my personal stories again? Please think!! I am not like you guys, you might be an extraverted person who are easily sharing something even just some small and insignificant problems? you told 6 people already about the same problem, and you still think that it wasn't enough to release all your sadness, or maybe disappointment, or even anger about something? And what makes me more pissed off is that you guys feel so lonely, feeling depressed when no one wants to hear your stories again? really? Guys, you are not the only person who has a problem!

Maybe I am overly-emotional at this point, but I just got disappointed, when I tell you guys my plan, where I want to go in my holiday, when I really want to learn playing some instruments, when I want to give a surprise for someone, it means that I trust you not to tell anyone about it, you guys perhaps enjoy when your problems got exposed, but I'm not, so please think!, being an extraverted person doesn't mean you can justify your unthinkable-actions.

Haha, I really need to share this thought to someone, but my disappointed about-my-secrets-being-exposed prevents me from telling it to someone, I don't know if it some kind of psychological abnormalities, but I'm glas I can still everything in here, so thanks blog :)

"Writing is something you do alone. It is a profession for introverts who want to tell a story but don't want to make eye contact while doing it"
- John Green -